The Better Part of Me


Poor Danielynn…

Anna Nicole Smith was obviously more fucked up than anyone could ever imagine. Seriously who needs 6 different kinds of sedatives?! And the doctor that perscribed her the meds…needs to be locked up or at least have her lisence taken away. And her poor baby who doesn’t even have a Dad yet! And G-ma Virgie…umm gross. This is some serious shit and if it doesn’t get figured out soon she will need some serious therapy when she grows up. Hopefully everything works out for the best and little Danielynn will have a shot at being some-what normal.


there are no words…

I am not even kidding when I tell you what I saw today. It was the funniest/weirdest thing I’ve seen in a long time. There was a middle aged FAT man riding around on one of those sit down scooters…but thats not it he was wearing a pink shirt that said “eat some more”! Like are you kidding me right now? First of all he was about to pop a tire riding on that dinky thing and fall in to traffic, second if you are that fat I really don’t think you need to “eat some more”. That is all I have to say about that. There are a shit load of crazies in this world.


Head First

Like I said before 2007 is going to be a new year for me, and so far its been going great. Seriously. I have accomplished so much and I am proud of myself! I decided that I will be taken courses at a community college this semester to get my GPA up to standards and then apply to a near by college. So being the good student I am, I went to check out the college and see what it was like. I think I had a panic attack, I thought I was going to cry. I wondered if I’m making the right decision. I couldn’t even get out of the car. Sad huh? Well I went home and decided that I freaked out over nothing. Everyone has to make sacrafices to get what they want ( a little quote from a movie I just watched). So I’m diving in on Monday, head first.


“Is there anyone who ever remembers changing their minds from the paint on a sign”?– John Mayer

Umm so I haven’t written since I have signed up for this blog. The only real reason I signed up is because one of my best friends has one. Shes so witty and smart that its actually fun to read, but I don’t know how interesting this will be. Lets see if I can give it a shot and see what happens. Today my dad and I finalized that I would be withdrawing from one of the greatest universities in the country. Oh well, it wasn’t for me. That’s what I have learned looking back on this past year. You have to do whats right for you, and if you don’t you will never be happy. Some people stay in the same jobs because they make a lot of money, but they aren’t happy with what they do. That would probably one of the most depressing things for me, if I am held back and can’t do what I love, then what’s the point? You have to do what makes you happy, because in the end it doesn’t matter what everyone else thinks or how much money you made, it matters if you were true to yourself. So that’s my new years resolution, focusing on myself and making ME happy. I have to, it’s the only way to get through life. And of course I’m going to loose weight. HA! I am excited to embark on a new adventure. I am not one of those people who are afraid of change. I welcome it, I love it. Change is what keeps everything interesting.

But on another note…Christmas was amazing. Seeing my family always makes me feel better, no matter what is going on. I am so blessed that I grew up in a large family that surrounds me with love constantly. Having grandparents, 5 aunts and uncles, plus their spouces, who are practically blood anyway, who love you unconditionally, is the greatest support system anyone can ask for. This past October was difficult for my family, my uncle passed away. He grew up with epilepsy, addicted to numerous drugs and a total screw up. Then one day he decided he wasn’t getting any where with his life so he straightened up. I always wanted to ask him what inspired him. I bet it was my grandmother. One of THE MOST amazing women I have ever met. She is strong, courageous and beautiful. She knows how to make the best yams I have ever tasted….wonder why I packed on the pounds this year!


My first blog ever…and i’m kind of excited…

I have never done this before, I’m not sure I even know what I’m doing, but what the hell let’s give a try.

So I guess you want to know a little about me, well here it goes, and don’t worry I’ll sum it up as best I can, so I don’t bore you…

I grew up umm…basically in the whole North East. It’s pretty exciting actually. Moving from place to place and meeting new people, although it would be nice to have stayed in one place for hmm more than 6 years? But whatever I’ve led a very interesting life, growing up with my Dad and sister. It was the three of us ever since I can remember. My mom? Yeah the bitch as I like to call her, decided she didn’t want a family anymore and up and left. Better for me though, she’s psycotic. Currently I attend one of the most fabulous universities–EVER, but of course that mean’s I will be transferring. I’m so scattered and unfocused sometimes, I don’t even know what to do with myself. But thats besides the point, I’m going to stop talking about my boring life and get in to the juicy stuff. But considering its 11:33 at night I think I’ll wait until tomorrow to get in to that.

Hopefully this wasn’t too boring for you, and hopefully it will get better! HA! But I will leave you with one of my favorite quotes of all time by the of course inspiring Coco Chanel, “There are only two ways to be in life, classy and fabulous”!


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